I've got a few people in my life that I trust to the fullest with anything about myself. Others I just tell them what they need to know and I think this is probably something everyone does. It really helps to have someone around that can listen and understand and thinks about life along the same lines. I've had a couple very very important people pop up here recently and they're helping me to break out of this concrete shell I've created. I just wanted to give them a shout out and let them know I appreciate it. Putting up with my wild rantings can be quite taxing, but somehow y'all manage to do it. So thanks. You're all great.
Sunday, April 7, 2013
Sometimes things crop up in life that were totally unexpected, and quite possibly at the worst time imaginable. Living on the fly can be a welcomed thing but sometimes it allows us to be vulnerable, and even that isn't necessarily a bad thing. These surprise happenings here lately definitely haven't been a bad thing, but could have been infinitely better had the timing been right. Leaving me more vulnerable to things outside my control than ever before and I'm having to learn to adjust and adapt as the days go by. It's very hard to open up when you trust just about nobody. I've had trust ripped away from me in some of the worst ways and the time came when I just gave up trusting people. I can be open and honest, but it's never full details and I'll only tell you as much as I trust you with, which is very little. Here it's quite a bit different in that it's not face to face and much easier to spill it all onto this blank white page. Trust is something I'm working on and even opening up this little bit as I've done here is making a difference.